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| User: | cali_nic (4126308)  It's a beautiful sin and I'm doing it again.
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| Name: | Nicole | |||||
| Location: | Simi Valley, California, United States | |||||
| Birthdate: | 1979-10-14 | |||||
| E-mail: | CaliNic26@gmail.com | |||||
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| Bio: | What cannot be mended must be endured. Living in a pool of mud, trying to get back where I was, and I don’t really care. Do not suppose that the complexity of your syntax can conceal the inaccuracy of your conclusion. What the hell is soymilk? Does a soybean have udders? Have I missed something? Sometimes it’s not about holding hands. Tell me that your body doesn't miss my touch, tell me that my lovin' didn't mean that much... tell me what it takes to let you go... I realized that I wanted to mold myself around him, put my head on his shoulder, let him hold me against him and know that I was safe – if only I would let him love me, if only I would let myself love him. Some lies were more dependable than the truth. If I could only use this power for good, I wouldn't; not even if I could. Might sound silly for me to think childish thoughts like these, but I’m so tired of acting tough and I’m gonna do as I please. Life is short. Get off as much as possible. I suggest we learn to love ourselves before it's made illegal. You are a nation of teeny weeny, pibbling pickolini, piddily diddily poof! Self-doubt leads to paranoia and feelings of guilt. I’m gonna close my eyes and maybe it’ll all go away. But while you were busy destroying my life what was half in me has become whole. If I’d wanted drama, I would have stayed in high school. He tired of me, but he never stopped loving me. And I've got plenty of time, time to figure it out, time to think about you and me... whatever that was all about. I've got nothin' to prove, I've got nothin' to say, and no I guess I never thought you were good for me anyway. I've got nothin' to lose... nothin' but you. Being old enough to know what’s right and young enough not to choose it. One nation under a groove; gettin' down just for the funk of it. My definition of a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you’ve forgotten the words. What looks like crazy on an ordinary day looks a lot like love in the moonlight. To be second guessed or “protected” from the truth is to be treated as a child. He offered no guarantees except what he could guarantee- none of these silly promises about a future no one can foresee. He would do the best he could. And I don't have to know how, and I don't need to know why. And I don't want a promise 'cause I don't want a lie. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, with open arms and open eyes. I’ve held the hand of the devil, it was warm in the night. And Ender mentally added him to his private list of people who also qualified as human beings.    (Banners courtesy of ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} jackshoegazer)Amazon Book List Amazon Music List Amazon DVD List "If you already figure you know this story, for heaven's sake stop reading now and save yourself some trouble. And if you're going to criticize me for not finishing the whole thing and tying it up in a bow for you, why, do us both a favor and write your own damn book, only have the decency to call it a romance instead of a history, because history's got no bows on it, only frayed ends of ribbons and knots that can't be untied. It ain't a pretty package but then it's not your birthday that I know of, so I'm under no obligation to give you a gift." -Orson Scott Card | |||||
| Memories: | 34 entries | |||||
| Pictures: | over 200 public | |||||
| Interests: | 83: almost famous, atkins, autumn, avocado, aztec, beach, bicycling, big cats, birth control, boingo, books, brian froud, california, christopher moore, coffee, cooking, dahlias, dignity, disneyland, dvds, exercise, fairy books, fall, fire, food, french countryside, gardenias, gardens, gilmore girls, grace, harry potter, henry miller, herbs, history, home for the holidays, honesty, inca, incense, insurance, interior decorating, italian, italy, jacqueline carey, jewelry, kettle-bells, kushiel's series, long island iced tea, low-carb, macchu picchu, manicures, maya, naked fiancee, neil gaiman, orson scott card, pedicures, peter mayle, photography, poe, quiche, rav4, reading, red, roses, santa monica, seasons, sharks, singing, sleep, solvency, spring, summer, sunset, sunshine, thai food, travel, venice, vitamins, water, whales, whalesong, whatever b's saying, winter, yoga | |||||
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| Mutual Friends: | 54: 31seel, 7654321b, actadiurna, aiden_freeman, antarcticlust, blair275, blunami, breck403, brendan831, cali_nic, clytie, cuervocrow, dar205, deathdolly, doveserpent11, dustmitesbeware, floresaj, fraternovaeres, fraterviao, gimpysmurf424, golden_eternity, heruraha, igniprimum, isomeme, jackshoegazer, jackstaxi, jbarros, keith418, kianseadhna, la_lisa, lady_saffir, lapig93, lordandrei, mananath, martialis93, mendaxveritas, miarose, moonahnka, msocks88, mvmontgomery, napkinnovelist, omegaprime, preciouspanda8, selyndria, severed_rose, shimmeringjemmy, slynkycat, soror134, spiritdog, star156, susangalique, x_lockeluv_x, xanthier, xinc | |||||
| Also Friend of: | 3: heastin, maeghanne, sororinanna | |||||
| Member of: | 4: day_on_earth, paidmembers, punch_an_pie, stripteasecomic | |||||
| Account type: | Paid Account | |||||
